Regarding these feels…

To thoughs of you on the discord who are worried about me, the people who care, I’m going through some stuff right now. Generally their has been a big age gap between my fans and I, and this makes it difficult for me to talk to some of you guys. Moreover, things have been so fucking bad in the news that I don’t wanna bring a huge flaming pile of shit to your door and ruin your mood either. This whole 20/21 thing has shaken me to my core.  Most days I just want to be dead. truly, finally dead.

 

i just feel “rented.”

I’m just someone’s “shareholder value.”

 

Im tired.

To a small few of you:

Please. Enough with the Vore shit.

You guys ask me for art advice like you actually care about me or the stuff I draw. You dont. You care about vore. You care about masturbating to erotic cannibalism. About dinosaur mouths on the front of tanks. (that’s fucking fine! just leave me out of it pfft)

I will save you the time you would waste messaging me and just tell you, the only way to get good at drawing vehicles- is to just draw them. If you care about practicing vehicles more then you guys do about drawing fully detailed mouth porn then you would actually reach your goals sooner.

 

“Mileage” makes you good at art. Go get some.

That’s all I have to say. Have a great day.

 

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Joahnna Landes
Joahnna Landes
3 years ago

Its now close to a year. And i know, we two never talked together. But i hope what ever hunts you or did calms down. I miss your stuff to be honest. But there is no point if you are not healthy. So take your time, heal. You are worth the time :3

Ebonyleopard
Ebonyleopard
3 years ago

Hey just came across your site again and ran into this. I hope in the time you posted this to when you read this things have improved a bit.

Robot Fighter Lover
3 years ago

What a pity that the tag cloud has disappeared from the site somewhere.

Aloon
Aloon
3 years ago

About a whole ass month late to this, but RatBat, I’ve been following your work on and off for a year or two now. You’re honestly an inspiration for me and others. You’re one of the major reasons why I’m more invested in understanding and drawing military vehicles.

Know that there are people that genuinely worry about you, just like the people in this comment section.
Take care 🙂

megaekranoplan
megaekranoplan
3 years ago

Good luck, I hope you feel better soon. I think the 21-20 stuff is coming to a close soon. As for your art, I know that it is a tough topic but I believe that your creation is unique and beautiful. I hope that people better respect your wishes, goals, for what you want to do with your life and artistic expression.

Nathan
Nathan
3 years ago

Ngl,never knew ratbat was a woman,it never crossed my mind,but we truly appreciate your work keep it up and don’t give up.

Shen
Shen
3 years ago

Hate to hear you’ve gone through so much negativity. You’re a special woman with incredible talent and a gift for sharing your mind. You are very very appreciated, even if it doesn’t feel like that some times.

Some care from a random stranger and anonymous longtime fan. Things get better 🙂

clog
3 years ago

we all go through rough times now again ratbat it’s just a part of life we have to deal with, the great thing about it though even if it’s the worst thing in the world we can always learn to adapt and change it’s what makes us human also please don’t take your life

Cathode
3 years ago

yeah, the last couple years have been tough.

Kayla
Kayla
3 years ago

I was just thinking about how I have not seen anything on here for ages and hoped you were okay. The wholes of 20/21 have been a shit show and I think I more than empathize with your feelings. Kinda just over life at this point. I know I am just another admirer in the crowd, but seriously, I understand the shitty hands life deals people, I wouldn’t mind being an ear to vent to or something. I really hope you end up feeling better soon.

SomethingAmerican
SomethingAmerican
3 years ago

I really hope you’re alright, shit happens and I do hope you can get better. Stay strong!! Or else.. I don’t know

Raptor
Raptor
3 years ago

(repost but squeak :O)

Last edited 3 years ago by Ratbat
Raptor
Raptor
3 years ago

Ratty. Love. If you ever need a ear. Hit me up anytime. Although I feel if you found me on Facebook. You would alight for days lol. Love ya girl!!!!